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LYRICS: J Molley – Up To

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J Molley - Up To

LYRICS: J Molley – Up To

(Chorus)

What am I up to, you never checked on me when I was down baby fuck you

You get love too, she wanna know where I been wanna what I’ve gone through

Love make me nauseous, there isn’t a girl that I’ve met that don’t make me feel cautious

Love is too painful, I can’t be sitting here questioning if shawty faithful

Girl you told me you loved me so why did you leave

Kept me warm in the night till you left me freeze

Call me a lie but don’t call me a cheat

You did that in your own bitch it ain’t hard to see

I been depressed since you did that to me

Harder than said when they tell me to breathe

(Verse 1)

What have I come to I wasn’t always addicted to drugs

I used to pop me a pill when I want now I can’t sleep since I quit smoking blunt

Life ain’t a blessing

After my daddy left I couldn’t help but stop stressing

Ain’t tyrna press him but I think the problems I have need a little addressing

Shits been tough for me since I left you

Girl don’t fuck with me like I wrecked you

Shits been tough for m since my dad left

Brands don’t fuck with me for my bad rep

I been running from my demons lately

Fuck the money it won’t help me face these

Suicide just can’t help but plague me

Every night I need help come save me

(Chorus)

What am I up to, you never checked on me when I was down baby fuck you

You get love too, she wanna know where I been wanna what I’ve gone through

Love make me nauseous, there isn’t a girl that I’ve met that don’t make me feel cautious

Love is too painful, I can’t be sitting here questioning if shawty faithful

Girl you told me you loved me so why did you leave

Kept me warm in the night till you left me freeze

Call me a lie but don’t call me a cheat

You did that in your own bitch it ain’t hard to see

I been depressed since you did that to me

Harder than said when they tell me to breathe

(Verse 2)

I need patience I done tried meditation

This is deeper think I need medication

Where you been I think they want explanations

Fuck your angels I’m the devils creation

Went to a psych ward I was not psyched for it

Fuck all these white boards they just make my eyes sore

They made me listen and gave me prescriptions

I had listen to all their descriptions

I just wanna sleep

Baby Let me be

I don’t wanna speak

Let me be in peace

I just wanna die

Life is such a lie

Drinkin more codeine I ain’t tryna cry

Please don’t phone I will not reply

(Chorus)

What am I up to, you never checked on me when I was down baby fuck you

You get love too, she wanna know where I been wanna what I’ve gone through

Love make me nauseous, there isn’t a girl that I’ve met that don’t make me feel cautious

Love is too painful, I can’t be sitting here questioning if shawty faithful

Girl you told me you loved me so why did you leave

Kept me warm in the night till you left me freeze

Call me a lie but don’t call me a cheat

You did that in your own bitch it ain’t hard to see

I been depressed since you did that to me

Harder than said when they tell me to breathe

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